♥ Welcome
someone once told me
"you are never successful when things turn out the way they are.
you are only successful when things turn out the way you want it to." ♥
just something to share to all those who read this! (:
Friday, September 11, 2009
12:22 PM
who can get me this beauties pretty please with many many cheeries on topss!!!!
it came out in july, i only found out about it 2 weeks ago.
and even made up my mind to buy it!
cos i thought it'll only be out in sept/oct
damn shit!!
Seriously seriously seriously in love with it!!!!!
it's limited ed and i know it'll cost at least a hundred.
OMG!!!! super duper sad when the guy told me it was sold out long time ago!!
who is able to help me find it~~~~
='( *SOBZ*
birthday's in a month.
too many wants til i forgot what i need. CASH!
wahahahhaha.
invitations to be out soon!
(: hope all is free to attend. hehe
Saturday, August 29, 2009
10:30 AM
say HI to iTouch!i know i said i will NEVER get an apple product
but stillll..
hahaha.
sis got it for me for..say... 20+ dollars?
hahahha
cos student promo + rebate of $365..
heheheh
middle is always the one neglected in the family.
is the above sentence true?
i never believed in this sentence til someone reminded me..
to me, it's true to a certain extent..
my bro's more pampered..
want what, got what.
whatever which my mum think is good, he'll have it.
say for this itouch.
previously he was asking my sis to get the student set den give him e itouch.
she didnt want to get tt..
now she got it for me, can hear tt he's kinda disappointed.
so my mum said will buy one at full price for him.
materials stuff, he will get it.
for me, i have to get them myself.
n even get said for spending too much money.
not say she dont dote on me.
but in a certain way, there is a difference in treatment.
maybe im thinking too much..
welll..
life's full of ironies. =)
hip hop.. i guess im still going to join it even if she's not continuing already
it's e only thing (iguess) that takes my mind off things..
tt's what i need badly.
a time slot of the 7 days in a week for me to have fun n not think of things..
i think no one should give the excuse of "ive got no money to join leh"
cos its only 40/50 a month..
how much do you spend if you go out? about there? or even more right?
i dunno lar. though i live a hectic life almost every second of the day,
i require a time to have real fun in doing things tt i love n wanted to learn since dunno when.
HA. i'm procastinating. (:
shall start working! =S
unable to understand the thinking of someone already.
Monday, August 17, 2009
1:58 PM
life.i think i just made up a reason why i tend to like guys fast n not like them back fast
i dunno.
my self-made reason was cos of the lack of love from guy, the man of my life, my dad.
went too fast, too fast for me to realise what was fatherly love.
if ppl who really know me, i dont recall anything regarding him.
nothing at all.
i guess i just blocked them all out.
and maybe this is why i tend to like a guy fast, n not like a guys fast too.
this is why, im insisting not to go into another relationship where has no perfect ending.
unless i know the next guy is the one who i'll be spending e rest of my life with,
sorry, i'm going to reject whoever it is.
unless 2 comes together just to have fun.
but the term 'fun" to me, seems so distant.
i'm just having a war within myself over nothing.
argh.i feel lonely everyday, yet i feel at ease at home.
the life out here is just over taunting for me
but i have to cope.
sucks.
guess this is one of th emost emo-ed post of the year.
gotta start work. =(
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
3:51 PM
know how lucky is Singapore?being at the equator, just a tiny red dot in the world map makes us insignificant
yet, we're the safest country?
no earthquakes, no floods, no typoons, no tornadoes, no whirlwirds, no hales, no winter storm, no volcanos..
just cant say how lucky we are.
look at taiwan now.
a very bad typoon just swept past her.
and they have just became a disaster area.
i'm always very sadden by watching TW news everyday..
and seeing how bad the situation is becoming..
how can it be that, everytime a typoon comes, flood is everywhere?
how can it be that, eeverytime a typoon comes, bridges break, roads break,
buildings fall, mudslides occurs everywhere.
i can only say, thanks to chen shui bian.
all the money that he have pocketed, i think the amount can be used on the infrastructure of TW!
all the infrastructures in TW are mostly built with inferior materials!
i can only pity ma ying jui.
he has to restruture TW, restructure the relationship between china n TW, to gain confidence within the people, to move economy up..
all the best for taiwan for this period.
how i hope all the Singapore engineers and people could go down to TW to help restructure their infrastructures and see how can they allow their infrastructures to withstand typoons..
it's always sad to see when a typoon sweeps through TW, the whole country goes into crisis.
hais
i hope my relatives are all fine!
and off you go far far away typoon!
=(
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
10:57 PM
today at work i cried a great deal amount of tears.tears of fucking pissed anger from my fucking bastard lawyer.
i dont care fuck if he sleeps at work, uses internet to find for watches, uses the internet to find his swiss army knives, and uses the internet to use facebook openly.
i dont fucking care he he is a lawyer or whatever shit.
just cos he is a lawyer and i am JUST a secretary who knows shit about law and all the documents tt im doing,
doesnt mean that he can fucking call me USELESS!
tt really erupted my anger
i dont care whatever shit tone he ORDER me around to do whatever his previous secretary does
how long have they fucking work in a lawfirm?!
years!
and how about me?
im only in for 3 months!
THREE FUCKING MONTHS!!!!
only know how to say, "J******, you should also put urself in my shoes....."
fuck. if he doesnt respect me, for all i care, i dont fucking care to respect him!
so what he's e lawyer!
he doesnt have the right to call me useless!!!
FUCK SHIT!
just cos he's a lawyer, doesnt mean tt he dont have to apologise to me!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!
fucking pissed off with tt piece of shit.
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
having super swollen eyes.
thanks to tt piece of shit.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
10:47 AM
money is not everything,yet, if you do not have money,
you cant do anything.
so contradicting.
yet.. its so true.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
work's piling
school's started
1st assignment is out
time is not with me!
BETTER NOT FAIL ANY MODS THIS SEM!
damn-ed.
LOVES HIP HOP!!
still continuing with beginner's 1 class
cos i know my basics arent there.
made new friends! (:
ALLL of them are like younger den me n june?!
sian diao..
all still in poly.. make me feel SO OLD!
zzzzzzz
but love it loads. regret tt i didnt join sooner.
hehehe. should i learn breakdance too??
juanhui tempt me..
but i scared i injured lorr
my joint very cui already..
hehehheh =D
any one wanna join hip hop?
find me!
cheapest deal n best environment to learn (:
stop pushing me mannnnn...
how to reject someone who i have already rejected?
hmmmmmmmmm....
Friday, July 10, 2009
12:46 PM
neck & backaches are "ruling" my days!-sobs
TIRED!
Monday, July 06, 2009
2:51 PM
just started my hip hop lessons (:loved it lots
just regretted not joining it earlier..
well at least i'm doing something i love. (:
are you?
hee.
on a lousy note, a fucking professional in my office
actually did a fucking halfway job from reformatting my com
installed winXP..installed microsoft.
tt's all.
told me tt he'll finish e rest in e office.
5-10 mins okay.
waited for a week no reply from him den i asked him.
damn shit said he will not do it in e office.
say later everyone also ask him to do it for free
fuck. he was e one he say help me do it for free.
den he was also e one who said can do e rest in e office.
now fuck talk professional with me.
say he charge 100 bucks instead of e other guy 80 bucks.
say he is a professional n will not do it in office.
i dont fucking care if YOU got your hand covering e boss ass okay?
if u cant back your words, who fucking care u're e ceo of ur company.
if u cant back ur words up, YOU ARE NOT A PROFESSIONAL!
in addition to e shit, he actually installed winXP which now tells me on my screen that "i may be a victim of windows counterfeit"
from than on. who cares u said friends before.
if you wanted money, i would have said oh forgetit, i'll get someone else to do!
i dont need you to do it for me.
if u do shit before you think, you get shit from me.
fuck shit.
eat shit.
- need sleep.money.time.money.life.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
5:07 PM
goodness gracious...i have past 2 months here le.. hope i can have at least continuous work here! (:
now have been nothing much to do!
been surfing e net all day long..
=(
boring me to death le..
i wish it was alot alot alot of work..
den i can slowly do de..
hais
now the files pass here pass there...
den nothing for me to do..
volcano's resigning...
pockets have nothing for me to do..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hais.......
went for T3b preview for the class.
superb.
just what i want to learn.(:
MUST save at least $5k den i shall go for the lesson.
cos 2.5 days if like $3388??
unless my mum win toto, if not the sum of money can never come to me.
so i decided.
to save for the 3388 lesson..
den next time den start to learn driving..
even if past the 2yrs for advance theory..
i dont mind going another time for it.
hehe
anyway still got til next yr oct.
hmmmmm unless who is SO niice to sponsor me 3388?
hehehehhe. kidding. co no one will.
hmmmmmm
dunno la.
in short, if there's no money available,
i can do nothing!
=S
damn-ed.
-iwantmorecash....
Monday, June 15, 2009
1:59 PM
bad restless days..backaches..
headaches..
unwell stomach..
appetite's gone for lunch..
sleepless sleep..
what's more to come for me!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
-irritated
-needhugsssssssssss...